I'm sick of the journal that had been on my page for a while, decided to update.
I wrote this entire journal already but then i deleted it all for some reason so my good mood turned very sour. Like milk.

Good-
I made the lacrosse team. It really isn't anything important since I only made JV but I am still glad. I am with all of my friends and we are having a great time. I am getting very physically fit from all the tough conditioning. Especially last thursday. Lght oractice for 1 hour in normal rain, then heavy conditioning (two mile run, 30 minute sprints and such, the works) in the heavy rain for 1 hour and a half. Cool thing though is that I didn't get sick.
All of my classes don't require me to do alot of homework. Band, and P.E. don't have any homeworld at all basically. Honors Pre-cal doesn't require me to turn in homeworlk until the day of the unit test every about 2 weeks. And A.P. euro and english only require reading and minor writing assignments.
It started reaing here in California, Finally. My favorite time of the year is when it rains and I love all of the heavy clothes i get to wear now so I will be having fun.
I get to spend the night at one of my friend's house during a day in a school week. Some people may not find this amusing but with my strict parents I don't usually get to do much with my friends unless I do chores, But this time both of my parents will be gone on buisness trips and I was able to convince them to let me spend the night at this friend's house. Even better, the day i get to go is a minimum day.

Bad-
Leaving the house alone is going to leave me sad. I won't be able to see my parents or my pets. The last time I left to go somewhere, one of my cats mysteriously died. This cat was acting very mean but I still loved her. She was an adorable kitten and i will miss her always. Now that I'm going away I am scared that something will happen to my new kitty.
A friend of mine has a sister who is forcing her parents to foster a deaf puppy. This friend hates dogs and his sister and since he already has to put up with his sister and two other large agressive dogs on a daily basis I am a little sad vecause he will probably be very tempermental this entire week.
I had written out this entire thing once and had been exploring all the new features I missed out on. Suddenly it had to re-open this tab because for some reason it decided to emplode or something, idk. Whatever the case, it took me 50 minutes to write out the first one and since I'm doing this part last (Yet not at the bottom because it isn't the worst thing), it took me 40 minutes to write this one. Luckily i have been listnening to comedy and haven't been bored at all. Still, the good part was 1.5 times longer but my bad mood made me write more in the bad section this time. Oh well, nothing better to do.
I miss a very important friend of mine. I met him 4 years ago and left a little after 1 year from our first meeting. When he left we were only good friends but over the years we have become great friends. He is on my top 5 list of people I would love to hang out with at anytime. As of right now though i haven't seen him for over 1 year. I had been visiting him about every half-year before that point but right now i really miss him. We still talk on the phone and have great moments with each other but it has come to the the point where u really want to see him. I have no nreal reason to complain though. We are great friends and it always makes my day to see him call me (no homo)/ I just want to hang with him and play some old fashioned, good memoried games.
The big whammie. I'M F***ING PISSED. Two friends of mine have been flirting shamelessly for well over 5 3 months have have gotten no where. Everyone pretty much knows that they like each other and people alwaysask if they are dating. When I asked my friend why they weren't dating he said something along the line of "I don't want us to be made fun of". Utter crap in the pits of hell. We both know a ton of oddball couples that we don't make fun of at all. It is obvious he is lying and it makes me feel bad that he isn't telling me the truth. Now onto the girl. Alot of my friends over the years have liked this girl. Everytime they did something that involved talking to her, she would just give the shortest possible answer and turn away. Then the guy friend comes into the picture and they become friends. Then the very begining of this school year they start flirting. She spends more time with him that she ever spent time with any other guy and it is obvious that she has a physical attraction to him. They smile, hug, hold hands, tickle, and talk inches from each other's faces. But they also have a mental connection because they also argue lightheartedly and make up afterwards easily. Anything they say to each other is a truthful statement and it is infuriating that bthey refuse to date. I am a firm believer that people who have string connections to each other should get together. But these two are completely ignoring this belief and are staying friends. They won't be made fun of because they are both well liked people and they are friends with practically everyone. It is coming to the point where are begining to ignore some of their other friends (including me) and I'm worried that if this keeps up then they will start to make bad decision. I just want them both to be happy and with the way things are going, the opposite is happening, fast.

Neutral-
I got a new little kitty.
Soccer ended.
Lacrosse started.
I made a level on LBP2 and spent a good amount of hours on it. The Race ToweR. by great179.
I'm playing alot of trombone and am in 2 jazz bands and the concert band.
I still like cookie. Don't worry ladies nd gentlemen, I will never stop.


Holy horses that was long. Especially since i had to write it again. I don't expect anyone to really read it but if you do and you have questions then i will try and answer. I hope other people are having a good time. I hope to talk to you soon and would like to have some converstions since I haven't talked to some of you in a while. Though I do have a bit of a busy schedule, even without homework. Still. hope to see you all soon.
-BSM
Banana, Sloth Master
-NN
Nathan (Last Name Withheld)

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